Saturday, September 19, 2009

Mr Tharoor, Twitter and Politics...

Cattle Class... Holy Cows etc.
For Mr. Tharoor: I doubt the fact that you were paying for your 5-star hospitality. No offense intended. But if you were and are clean then how about furnishing those payment slips. Let's kill this once and for all. If you are right then will blog my apologies; if you are not then will pose my next question.
Audacity drive is getting more attention than required. I don't mind your luxury but if it is being taken care through the tax we pay to GOI then sorry brother!!!
Coming to your twittes... i don't mind them either... but for god's sake please accept that they were meant just the way they were posted. i only wished that you had anticipated these reactions and had refrained yourself from this public display of emotions (PDE: allow me to coin this if not already done :P)
you must understand that you are one of the most learned politician and people look up to you for setting up examples. please, please dont be just another high profile person who feeds himself on public money and looks like a lost kid who is trying to learn tricks of the game.
For Mr Ravi Shankar Prasad: Perfect sir. you are so damn good. i am sure that if cows could understand what we humans say then probably they will give all their votes to you (BJP) and hopefully you guys can manage a better result next time.
Damn it!!!
Please rise above such pity things. try to set your house in order first and then look around for some issue which has some substance and relevance.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

P.S. I love You...

"I know what I want. It is in my hand"
Everyone wishes to be a Holly or Gerry. Likes to have that perfect symphony...

"P.S. I love you" is a movie about one such Holly/Gerry. Two people madly in love with each other, who dreamt of having a big house, starting a family and wished to live a life which is normally termed as "Happily ever after", until destiny played spoil sport and snatched Gerry away.
As expected, Holly was finding it difficult to deal with his absence and was living in her memories rather than building new ones. it looked as if her life was placed on a treadmill... then one fine day... on her birthday she receives an audio message from Gerry and things started to change. through a series of letters Gerry led Molly out of her memories and encouraged her to dream and make new memories.

I saw it yesterday and i felt Holly/Gerry around me... while i was watching the movie i realized how i have closed myself and have been sleeping with my memories... every morning has the taste of yester years...
God!!!
i am proud of my past and happy that it happened... but now i guess it's time to make new memories... to seek and be seeked... its time to wear back my knockout attitude...
thank you for being around till it was possible... i will eternally be thankful to you... i hope you have a legendary life... wish you all that you ever wanted...


Saturday, September 5, 2009

What a pleasant surprise!!!

Category I don't remember... But I am not gonna forget the sight of watching your name on that wide screen... and Sury and Dinesh turning to read the winner...

It was a wonderful surprise... I was a little mad with you since you didn't tell me even though you knew it well before... but forgave you [:P] since it ensured that it remained a surprise... a surprise which was exhilarating...

Boy you deserve more... I haven't known you enough to say how much... but even with my limited knowledge I am sure that this is just the beginning.

I remember that you once quoted me as inspirational... and I don’t know what made you think so... but all I can say it that this (award and the acts leading to this award), my dear friend, is truly inspirational...

keep up the spirit gal... don’t be bogged down by the drifting vectors... they are designed for distraction... keep asking "Do I wanna do this?" and only if the answer is a resounding YES, take it up and give it your best shot... RnR are just a consequence of chasing your inner choice with all your commitment... so keep running... keep dreaming... keep thinking...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Kant Sahab hai kya!!!

thak thak thak...
,"kaun hai"
Kant Sahab hai kya...

Arsaa guzar gaya...
Baat nahi hui...
Dikhate toe hain...
par mulakaat nahi hui...

Suna hai aaj kal tasweeron main jeete hain...
Guzarein samay ki yaadon main jeete hain...
bhool gaye nagamon ko phir gungunate hain...

Kya khoya aisa ki bas usko dhundhate hain...
muskuraate hai bas... par hans nahi paate hain...

,"kaun aaya"...
,"Maalum nahi... aapka sukraguzar kahta hai...
aapko aisa dekh pareshaan sa rahta hain"

,"Aare kahan jaanab,
aisi koi baat nahi...
tanhaa hain aaj kal...
aur koi baat nahi hai.

aisa nahi ki ab kal main jeete hain,
kuch guzari yaadein hai.
unko batorke kahin mahphuz rakh dein.
bas yahin sochte hai.

kuch aur dinoo ki baat hai, sahab.
phidarat hin aisi hai, ki bina hanse jee nahi paate hain!!!"


chalo, achcha hai sahab.
phir koi baat nahi.
zindagi ke takalaluf uthate rahiye...
maazaa aata hai!!!



Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Power of Dream!!!

I stretched my arms in air… I felt relived and a dream lived… air punches all around… high fives and hugs… we had won the match!!!

We were already out of the tournament but still had one inconsequential match to play. A match with no academic value. But we decided to play it. Play it for honor as even though we were knocked out; we were not as bad as the point table showed us. But we had another problem to tackle. Since we were already out, many people opted out. We were terribly under staffed. Thanks to Anu, Srini and Vidya to pitch in. we manage to cross the minimum no of players mark. We pitched a team of 8 against a full strength team.

It started well. We got my favorite ground. The ground in which I haven’t lost any match so far. Even though we lost the toss, we got to bowl as per our plan. Since we had only three bowlers, it was decided that I will bowl the first over and then remaining 9 will be split between the regulars. So as the ball was tossed to me, I stepped up for the challenge.

Right arm round!!!

0 0 Wide W

Ritesh 0(4) caught Lokesh bowled Kant.

-- Pitched it short. The ball was turning away from leg stump. Ritesh gloved it to the keeper. And Lokesh takes a regulation catch. It could have been another wide if he had left it.

We were on fire. We contained the runs in the first half of the innings and I finished with a satisfactory bowling figure of 3-0-2-14. SAP team then went on to set a stiff target of 79 in 10 overs.

Though the target was 15 runs more than our anticipated target, we hurdled up to focus on the chase.

Vik and Pradeep opened the innings and Vik stepped on the gas paddle from the word go. Two brilliant 6s and few 4s off Vik’s blade. We were cruising fine at a RR of 8 when SAP sent back our top three batsmen in quick succession. We had 45 more runs to chase in 5.2 overs. Not bad; just that if we had lost another wicket then our tail-end would have been exposed.

We were hanging on with a thin thread of hope. I walked in with the feeling of nothing to loose. All that I had in my mind was to play out all the remaining overs; without any risk and loosing my wicket. First ball was Yorker length and I managed to get my bat down just in time. Point fielder shouted,”Dravid is in. No worries. Can’t hit 4s and 6s. Game is ours”. I just ignored the comment and focused harder. Pradeep waved and assured me that things gonna be just fine. Still, I got beaten on the next bowl.

Thank god!! We were still in the game.

Slowly and steadily, we paced our innings. Varun was revelation; definitely find of the series for us. It was majestic watching him play. We complemented each other very well. Defended when the bowl was good and serve the treatment it deserved it was bowled short or slow or fuller.

23 off 18 balls was what we needed and we reached the target in 12 balls. I was amazed by the concentration I had during the match. Never had I lost hope during those dying moment and I was absolutely focused to cross the line.

Reflecting now, I find sense in what big sportsman say about preparing for a match. Ever since Lokesh said that we will open the bowling with you, I had imagined myself bowling stump to stump, containing the batsmen and taking wickets. Though the fashion in which I dreamt of taking wickets didn’t happen, I was more than happy to take a few any which way. While batting, each and every stroke I played that day was so well rehearsed in my mind that it looked effortless.

Let me confess something here. I am not a good batsman. Though I might be absolutely perfect in practicing the shots in air, when I comes to playing, I am just another guy whose only intention is put the ball across the boundary every time.

That particular day and match taught me about power of dream and belief. Those little sessions of dreaming and un-diverted focus were enough for me to hold myself and play an inning of my lifetime. I think for anyone to succeed, three things are essential:

a. Dream of succeeding - Mental conditioning is very important.

b. Focus - Don’t listen to what your competitor says. Just observe them if need be. They are there to just divert your focus. Stay focused.

c. Try as if you have nothing to loose. – Empower your senses. The sense of loss is the big mood breaker.

I am sure I would like to practice this style in other walks of life too. Anyone who reads this, I would request that you too practice these three simple mantras and I am sure you would good for yourself.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Songs and memories...

weird Sunday for me... under-slept yet happy n excited about the trip... morning tea and nice breakfast probably refreshed me and was raring to go... happily hit SH... new car, NICE (nice) road and beautiful weather... couldn't have asked for a better start...
crusing at 110kmph, inserted the only hindi song disc at my disposal... though i wanted to listen to Love Aaj Kal but was more than happy with the songs on board... the songs i was listening drove me back to my college days... everything came flashing by... from the day i joined to how i developed friendship in my initial year..how the two friends of mine who were so special and close to me, drifted apart... drifted apart would be an understatement... we don't talk to each other is what kills me the most... i understand that they have a valid reason for doing so but yet... sometime i suppose you aren't ready to accept those since they attributed to most of the fun times in the past... it stayed there with me all the day... though i enjoyed my trip very well but this kindda set my mood... don't know if i need to worry a lot about it or ignore it as a momentary phase... i guess it's a truth i gotta live with and i need to step forward and accept them; to be in harmony with it... hope i will... or best... i will forget (just as i always do) and allow it to resurface with another Kuch Kuch hota hai or Main Hun Na song... :D